blackout

hello again, how have you been?, you never seem to have much to say, i've been awake for a week, i'm trying not to sleep, and you drain every little bit of me away, and you know i ain't doing too well, but i've found a few things that help, i black out in a bar, i get high in my car, i drive 'round in circles, 'till i'm seeing stars, i get so fucked up to forget who you are, i dumb down my head so i can't feel my heart pound, and i black out, black out, i think it through the day, that i ain't suffocating, and argue lebron with my friends, and when i polish off a handle, i laugh and i ramble, 'bout anything other than what i been holding in, and most of the time it hurts, but i've found a few things that work, i black out in a bar, i get high in my car, i drive 'round in circles, 'till i'm seeing stars, i get so fucked up to forget who you are, i dumb down my head so i can't feel my heart pound, and i black out, i black out, you know i ain't doing too well, but i've found a few things that help, i black out in a bar, i get high in my car, i drive 'round in circles, 'till i'm seeing stars, i get so fucked up to forget who you are, i dumb down my head so i can't feel my heart pound, and i black out, black out