all bad

sunday morning i'm off at church, sinnin' throughout the week, hustlin' every day, gettin' it as we speak, listen to preacher preach, choir singing the song, annie clapping her hands, momma singing along, i'm impatient i wanna leave, can't let my momma see, i ain't listening to the word, not like i don't believe, but i'm trippin' nobody perfect, to speak it wouldn't worth it for a person to be so christ like, but i swear, i heard him cursin', let him without no sins cast the first stone, but i am so not him so let me go on on, get home and he will find his hat on, who's family when this all went on, come on, let's see, some laughs, then we, can do the same damn thing next week, i love it when it happens like that, i smile cause it's not all bad, you know they say that no one's perfect, that's why we struggle every day, just know that every single day is a blessing, i'm just tryna find my way, i keep my head above water, tell me what's the use of lookin' sad, keep your head above water, cause it ain't all bad, monday mornin' it's back to business, cash the motivation, cops steady watchin', plottin' and waiting patient, yeah i been thinkin' lately, prayin' on even maybe, probably best if i left it, the stress will drive you crazy if you let it, the penitentiary is where were headed, designed for downfalls and some still don't get it, and yeah i might have said it way back and got sweated by, the same ones that hittin' it now but no credit came to me, if you can see the things i see, then you could point your fingers at the blame not me, ashamed how we can't stand one another, we hate the idea of a unified young brother so we suffer, but i adapt cause i'm a hustler, i still stay strapped with the muffler, i'm ten toes trapped in the struggle cause, i'm what the hood made mothafucka what, you know they say that no one's perfect, that's why we struggle every day, just know that every single day is a blessing, i'm just tryna find my way, i keep my head above water, tell me what's the use of lookin' sad, keep your head above water, cause it ain't all bad, as solid these niggas come, realist they ever made, money is not important it's livin' it how you say, picture back in the day, me moving a brick a week, murdered you if i had to nigga i'm from the streets, and out here were playing for keeps, speak and your getting froze, neck gettin' wrapped in sheets, sneakers will be exposed, this bullet here for your soul, bitches is just for sex, that said i could jack my dick, she don't deserve respect, i'm knowin' my niggas feel it, nothin' is fabricated authentic as i can say it, the only way i play it, this is for curtis davis, mothers of fallen soldiers, children of murdered fathers, fathers out on the corners, corners i'm standing on and i love 'em without a reason, feelin they aid the bleedin' they made me i'm never leavin', though the looks can look deceiving, believe me yall it might sound sad, but trust me dog it's not all bad, you know they say that no one's perfect, that's why we struggle every day, just know that every single day is a blessing, i'm just tryna find my way, i keep my head above water, tell me what's the use of lookin' sad, keep your head above water, cause it ain't all bad