broken record

just one more drink, and then go to bed. you stared at your glass, as i emptied my head. i said that i'm sorry, you said that's a shame. i'll blame those boys, with those sweet christian names. i'm planning for closure, with guilt and remorse, you long for moments, when love was a source. and if you're not happy, why do you stay. treacherous answers part lips and you'd say. "oh, this never felt like home", and you said: "oh, you never left me alone", and i said: "oh, i would've started to drown", oh-oh-oh-oh, this record broke on its own. surrender or nothing, i'm giving my best. by ripping what's left, from your half empty chest. tonight i'll be honest, tonight you'll be brave. it's all that i wanted, it's all that you crave. you're watching my face, my tears are a strain, you're heart makes a fist, and it's bruising my brain. and if i'm so happy.why do i say all these things that linger, rot, and decay. and you said: "oh, christ hang up the phone. "?, and you said: "oh, i guess i've always known", but i said: "oh, never leave me alone", oh-oh-oh.this record broke on its own.this record breaks on its own.