revel in my loss

can i prevent this loss and pain to hasten my release, or am i damned to existence alone, sear me child, let this pain set me free again, with broken promise, never know what this life could bring, and the time spent alone sorting through emotions, is a blessing that i know i cannot repay, with only words i can't express my deep regret, of time gone by and of feelings that i'll never know, pain believed but never shared has left me damaged here, my wounds will bleed anew, i am now exposed, reaching out, reaching in the pain that grips me, holds me tight in crushed embrace, holding out, holding out, try to protect from what i fear, reaching out, reaching in the pain that grips me, hold me tight is crushed embrace, holding out, holding out, try to protect from what i fear, revel in my loss, sear me child, let this pain set me free again, with broken promise, never know what this life could bring, and the time spent alone sorting alone through emotions, is a blessing that i know i cannot repay, revel in my loss, reaching out, reaching in the pain that grips me, holds me tight in crushed embrace, holding out, holding out, try to protect from what i fear, reaching out, reaching in the pain that grips me, holds me tight in crushed embrace, holding out, holding out, try to protect from what i fear