you're all i have

i wake up in the afternoon, empty walls make up the room, and i'm wishing for one thing, to give myself the strength, to keep myself alive, long enough to make sure you don't try, to turn out anything like me, another fraud, another fake, don't pretend, you're not the one who's wrong, you're keeping me sane, when i'm feeling alone, i wield my heart and my flesh'n'bones, don't leave me to die by myself, i can't live without you. sunlights creeping through the blinds, calling me from these confines, there's only so many more days, until you're cast away, from ever seeing me, they won't understand they'll never see, the way you medicate my head, without you here, i'm left for dead, don't pretend, you're not the one who's wrong, you're keeping me sane, when i'm feeling alone, i wield my heart and my flesh'n'bones, don't leave me to die by myself, i can't live without you. without you here, you're all i have, in a world that judges long before it sees. you're all i have, in a place that hates me and only wants to, push me down and walk forsaken, pass the point and then you'll break me, i won't be fine you're all mistaken, don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong, don't you pretend, it's gonna be okay, don't lie, and say, it's better off this way, don't pretend, you're not the one who's wrong, you're not the one who's wrong, don't pretend, you're keeping me sane, when i'm feeling alone, i wield my heart and my flesh'n'bones, don't leave me to die by myself, i can't live without you, here, without you here, you're not the one who's wrong, you're keeping me sane, when i'm feeling alone, you're not the one who's wrong, don't leave me to die when i'm feeling alone, i can't live without you