fall asleep / backseat

an eyelash, kayaks, the rapids of my cheek, excessive, to get upset, more times than once a week, i fall asleep, in the backseat, double christmas, make up for the year just past, one car, in our drive, do the neighbours theorise our lives?, visit that council flat, my second home, my panic attack, we meet again, i and him, terrified that i forgot how to smile, i forgot, fall asleep, in the backseat, double christmas, make up for the year just past, one car, in our drive, do the neighbours theorise our lives?, all the lies i learnt that night, all the lies i learnt that night, fall asleep, in the backseat