me versus me

sat by my window, watching all the other girls fall in love, but i'd never know, what it felt to hear him say you're the one, drive myself in the state of denial, so dark and hopeless, i wanted to die, but now i know that there's a difference, between happy and just saying that, i'm still trying to find it in the midst of all this madness, it's still an uphill battle, battle, it's still an uphill battle, battle, me versus me, me versus me, way too much time spent lowering myself to please someone else, buying affection for whoever, cause i'm just too afraid to be alone, drive myself in the state of denial, so dark and hopeless, i wanted to die, but now i know that there's a difference, between happy and just saying that, i'm still trying to find it in the midst of all this madness, it's still an uphill battle, battle, it's still an uphill battle, battle, me versus me, me versus me, me versus me, me versus me, you can run, run, run fast as you can, but you can't run from yourself, run, run, run fast as you can, you can't outrun yourself, it's still an uphill battle, battle, it's still an uphill battle, battle, me versus me, me versus me, me versus me, me versus me