not nothin'

hello i'm sitting here, thinking and writing, writing and talking, without you, situated in the corner of the corner, so far from nothing, suspecting not accepting, that it's true, it really hits me when i'm, walking into the market, i hear things i used to say, is it wrong to be here anyway, fade away, what was i thinking when i thought i could make you stay, what was i thinking when i thought i was right, not nothin', i'm on to something here, it's all becoming clear, clearly confusing, less than amusing, castrated like a corpse to a coroner, so close to nothing, forgetful not regretful, of what i am, it really hits me when i'm, hanging with other monkeys, thinking of shit to say, is it wrong to be here anyway, i'm on to something, it's something i'm on to, but it's really nothing