words don't mean a thing

yesterdays were all the same, independent, where were you, nothing's changed, it's not a phase, or two, lakeside playing down on the docks, like a painting, skipping rocks, killing time, awaiting nothing to be found, no one to see, no one to believe in me, like a suspect walking free, anxiety is filling me i'm through, so where the fuck were you?, you said you'd work to make things right, you said that i wont have to worry, you said you'd stay with me, honestly, now i know your words don't mean a thing, killing time, awaiting, nothing to be found, nowhere to be, nothing to instill in me, that i'm a part of humanity, the irony is splitting me in 2, it's not my fault, that it is here i stand, it's not your fault, that it is here i stand