5 less words

so sorry, i ain't about that small talk, get to know me and you'll realize that you got it all wrong, 'cause i-i-i-i'm not like the other ones, so, i'm sorry for that, i don't wanna try for you, if, this is just a thing you do, 'cause, there's enough stuff crammed in my head, so, if i make the time for you, you, better know just what you'll lose, when, i end up here with him instead, so sorry, that i make it complicated, but if nothing's workin' i ain't gonna fake it, oh, i-i'm not scared to call you out, so, don't back down, 'cause a girl's never opened her mouth before, i don't wanna try for you, if, this is just a thing you do, 'cause, there's enough stuff crammed in my head, so, if i make the time for you, you, better know just what you'll lose, when, i end up here with him instead, can't you see i'm tryin'?, i really try to make this work, but, oh, i am dyin', when each day there are five less words, five less words, i don't wanna try for you, 'cause, this is just a thing you do, and, there's enough stuff crammed in my head, so, now i've made the time for you, i, thought you'd know just what you'd lose, 'cause, i'm standing here with him instead