coming down is calming down

facing forwards, sinking in thin air, help me to learn to breath again, i know i've lost my way, so show me, there are demons inside my head, i always let them win, i have to learn to suffocate them, the lost ask for a hand, but i can't stop, i never stop, i've been losing my footing here, i'm all mixed up in this, i need some kind of change, god make it stop, i can't make it stop, this place is getting smaller, everything in your darkest thoughts about me might be true, i hear the words you say, i still feel nothing, i put my voice out there for you to hear, but the words never made much sense to you, i've lost my path, i'm fading fast, time is short, time is up, this is really my plan, to get out in one piece, is this really your plan, to keep me lost and on my knees, i say redemption, can someone help me hold on