i was never there

what makes a grown man wanna cry?, what makes him wanna take his life?, his happiness is never real, and mindless sex is how he feels, ooh, he feels, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, it won't matter, it won't matter, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, it won't matter, it won't matter, it was like i was never there, it was like it was more than thin air, oh, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, oh baby, it won't matter, it won't matter, baby, it won't matter, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, it won't matter, it won't matter, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, it won't matter, it won't matter, it was like i was never there, it was like it was more than thin air, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, it won't matter, it won't matter, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, it won't matter, it won't matter, when it's time, when it's time, when it's time, it won't matter, it won't matter, ooh, and now i know what love is, and i know it ain't you for sure, you'd rather something toxic, so i poison myself again, again, 'til i feel nothing, in my soul, i'm on the edge of something breaking, i feel my mind is slowly fading, if i keep going, i won't make it, if i keep going, i won't make it, and it's all because of you, it's all because of you, it's all because of you, it's all because of you, whoa, whoa, don't you, baby, hey, it won't matter, baby, don't you know?, don't you know?, ooh, no