understand

i told you i couldn't do this, gotta be alone with these thoughts, not for my heart but for my art, a lonely cause, i'm done with just tasting the nights that i want, cause a taste is fine just for the night, but i need more, and i'm burning out, oh every single second i am learning now, oh every single minute i am trying out, living life tonight without a light, and understand that my mind is away, today, and understand that my colours are grey, they're grey, oh how they're grey, oh no but i couldn't do this, be alone with these thoughts, not for my heart or for my art, it's such a chore, and i'm through with just tasting, the nights that i want, cause the taste is fine just for the night, but i need more, and i'm burning out, oh every single second i am learning now, oh every single minute i am trying out, living life tonight without a light, and understand that my mind is away, today, and understand that my colours are grey, they're grey, oh how they're grey, and understand that my mind is away, today, and understand that my colours are grey, they're grey, oh how they're grey, with everything, everything that is burning down, with everything, everything i am learning now, with everything, everything that is burning down, with everything, everything i am learning now, and understand that my mind is away, (with everything, everything that is burning down, with everything, everything i am learning now), and understand that my colours are grey, (with everything, everything that is burning down, with everything, everything i am learning now)