what appears

slow steady hands waving their last goodbye, they've come a long way, they've carried me, they've carried me through waking dreams, and soft whispered words echoing all this time, speaking a strange tongue, but somehow i have recognized it all along, i turned myself blue, but forced my way through, and i'm still out here looking for answers, i ended up wrong the faster i've gone, but i know i am finding the answers, remembering every attempted flight, i don't want to stay here, i told myself i'd listen close i filled my ears, the lone nights are long, know you can understand, you just want to transform an empty stage, a fit of rage and you are born, i turned myself blue, but forced my way through, and i'm still out here looking for answers, i ended up wrong the faster i've gone, but i know i am finding the answers, i am not what appears, i am failures and fears, but i'm on my way, i am on my way, i turned myself blue, but forced my way through, and i'm still out here looking for answers, i ended up wrong the faster i've gone, but i know i am finding the answers, i am not what appears, i am failures and fears, but i'm on my way, i am on my way, slow steady hands waving their last goodbye, they've come a long way, they've carried me, they've carried me through waking dreams