blue

i've fallen on my own regret, building towers from my love, your claws around my throat again, all i am is not enough, tell me that there's something left, i'm a coward and a cub, we try so hard but stay bereft, mm, i'm broken up, i don't know where you go, but i know you so well, when i'm alone with you, alone with you, i don't know who you are, when you're with your friends, i can only lose, it doesn't matter what we said, leave the flowers in the dust, i can't remember what it meant, only that i wrote for both of us, won't you tell me that i'm more than just my chemicals, i've been thinking and it's more than just electrical