king of anything

can't take another second of this head, making up stories and saying i'm better off dead, they want me to be this perfect thing, like everything is fine, like everything's okay, but i'm not close to perfect, i'm not close to sane, i'm not the one to worship, and i'm not the one to blame, but you made up your mind, and you put me on your stage, just take it all back, i'm not the king of anything, can't take another second of this pain, i've tried to be the person all of you want me to be, maybe i'm okay with who i am, i know i'm just a child but i'll try to be a man, but i'm not close to perfect, i'm not close to sane, i'm not the one to worship, and i'm not the one to blame, but you made up your mind, and you put me on your stage, just take it all back, i'm not the king of anything, i'm not the king of anything