dear dad

haha, you know it's really quite funny, i used to look up to you, you were my fuckin' idol, but the truth always comes out, (la da da da, la da da da, la da da da da da da, la da da da, la da da da, la da da da da da da), i don't even know what to call you anymore, dad. father, oh wait but this one's my favourite, lying ass mother fucker!, don't you ever, come near me, or even near to my family, cause i promise, i will kill you, cause you're dead as a dad to me, and don't ever, try to call me, twenty years was enough to see, cause i promise, and i mean it, you don't ever wanna fuck with me, yo, let's fuckin' picture it, shit's about to blast the fan, i was only eight when mamma had to move to amsterdam, and you approached her as a married man, so leave it up to me i'll cut your head off like the taliban in pakistan, i can't believe it, you're out here making stacks of cheese, and while i'm stuck here struggling i should make your ass a paraplegic, it's sad to see it, but dad you cheated, i swear to god if you come near me you'll get stomped on with my black adidas', you had me fooled for all those years with your lies, but now i see it's cause of you for all the tears in my eyes, and to my mother i apologize sincerely cause i, was always blinded by betrayal that had appeared in disguise, dad, it's so ridiculous, feeling silly i hit you up, for thinking you were really a parent it makes me sick as fuck, and don't be thinking that where i'm at is because of you, my fist is where your head will have a one way ticket to, don't you ever, come near me, or even near to my family, cause i promise, i will kill you, cause you're dead as a dad to me, and don't ever, try to call me, twenty years was enough to see, cause i promise, and i mean it, you don't ever wanna fuck with me, do you remember the birthdays you missed out?, do you remember breaking into our house?, do you remember buying food for yourself?, i was like six without a clue or a doubt, come on now tell me, i wanna rip you up, no don't just think that's figurative, living up in your villa while we suffered you told fibs to us, my bottom lip is up but don't assume that means we will forget what you just did to us, you're finished pops, let it be told, the story how you chilled in mansions with gold, while we nearly got evicted to be ditched in the cold, don't be tryin' to explain to us, the fact is you did it, the only time i put my hand to you is to smack you with it, and don't go saying that you're something that my step-dad will never be, he cherished me, your psychopathic ass belongs in therapy, or maybe i do, cause wanna know what i'd do?, i'd fuckin' severe your cerebrum singing la dee da doo, and don't you ever, don't you ever, come near me, or even near to my family, cause i promise, i will kill you, cause you're dead as a dad to me, and don't ever, try to call me, twenty years was enough to see, cause i promise, and i mean it, you don't ever wanna fuck with me, i can't believe this man, you were my fuckin' hero, every time my mum tried to tell me the truth i was right there defending you, you ain't even call me on my birthday, and now i hear you put a price on my mother's head?, fuck that - and fuck you too!, cause since you took away my trust fund i'm stuck paying an interest on my student loan, so stay the fuck away from me, and don't you ever, don't you ever, come near me, or even near to my family, cause i promise, i will kill you, cause you're dead as a dad to me, and don't ever, try to call me, twenty years was enough to see, cause i promise, and i mean it, you don't ever wanna fuck with me, don't you ever, come near me, or even near to my family, cause i promise, i will kill you, cause you're dead as a dad to me