should be missing you now

should be missing you, sat on a chair, and i stared at the wall, memories of you, i couldn't recall, they say that the first love, is the one that you dream of, but everything comes to an end, i was blind for so long, realised i was wrong, and now i can see, i should be missing you now, but my heart is in another place, i kept on fooling myself, and nobody else, i am feeling shame, it's just a game, it's just a game, you always said that, i knew right from wrong, and how my heart, would beat so strong, and i'm feeling a yearning, but i guess i'm just learning, all the tricks of the trade, i was blind for so long, realised i was wrong, and now i can see, i should be missing you now, but my heart is in another place, i kept on fooling my self, and nobody else, i am feeling shame, it's just a game, it's just a game, be missing you now, but my heart is in another place, i kept on fooling myself, and nobody else, i am feeling shame, i should be missing you now, but my heart is in another place, i kept on fooling myself, and nobody else, i am feeling shame, it's just a game, it's just a game, it's just a game, it's just a game, it's just a game.