underneath it all

no matter what i do to you, it's never enough to break you, the respect is gone, and the taste is lost, i brushed it off, when i felt you come, the things we knew, or thought we knew, the place we go, every time we're pushed, let's grow old. i'm empty. i feel nothing. yet i feel everything, the times we had, the loves we lost, i needed more, than could be bought, in spite of me, in spite of you, i felt it all, coursing through. let's grow old, and let the good die young, i unravel in waves of red, full fledged and litmus tested, my carnage wears shades of blue, i'm forced to conceal this side of you, but it opened up both my eyes, to false gods and shameless pride, let's grow old, and let the good die young, there's no sun here only false starts, living free with robotic parts, killing time with a heart of gold, poor living until a dream i stole, i'm unscathed cause those dogs don't bite, fuck faith if hate gets paid, let's grow old, and let the good die young, i won't give in to you, i unravel in waves of red, full fledged and litmus tested, my carnage wears shades of brown, i'm forced to contain this side of you, but it opened up both my eyes, to false gods and shameless pride, let's grow old, and let the good die young, i burn bright in razor wire, i like to fuck but my love gets tired, they're milky white but they smell like shit, full framed and their numbers unlisted, the cross i bear is alkaline, the sleep i lost built a nice dream house, let's grow old, and let the good die young