feels so real

it was two years ago and it was yesterday, it might not make sense, but that's just the way it feels to me, i'm as bad as an old washing machine, spinning 'round but i never get clean, don't you see, 'cause baby, you're gone but you're like the wind, out of the calm you come back again, rattling the windows of my painted shut heart, feels so real, inside i still got this breaking in my chest, don't feel like flesh, it feels like glass, and glass shatters, oh, outside i'm not leather yet, but these days i'm tougher than i ever thought i'd get, or ever wanna be and the heart of the matter, is baby, you're gone but you're like the wind, out of the calm you come back again, rattling the windows of my painted shut heart, oh, feels so real, feels so real, pulling down, jupiter, would be much easier, swimming in the sky that would be a breeze, than finding a magic cure, help me remember, you're nothing but a memory, yeah, baby, you're gone but you're like the wind, out of the calm you come back again, rattling the windows of my painted shut heart, feels so real, feels so real, it was two years ago and it was yesterday, might not make sense, but that's just the way it feels to me