cursed

they tell me, it's all in my mind, they don't know, they're yet to try, my thoughts are safer inside, i pray it hurts less this time, they tell me, it's all in my head, they don't know they have to check, what lies within is a mess, this pill could fix it, i guess, don't say, it's all in my brain, 'cause i can't help being this way, i feel the changes they've made, now i don't feel the same, leave my secrets alone, they aren't for you to know, i hear the knock at my door, as they take me far from my home, they say, "it's better this way", but the voices, they tell me i'm sane, they think they're cleansing my veins, as they hook me up in this place, they say it starts in my skull, makes its way down through my blood, it's been with me since i was young, but they can't explain what it's from, i think that i've had enough, i don't know who i can trust, leave my secrets alone, they aren't for you to know, i hear the knock at my door, as they take me far from my home, they say, "it's better this way", but the voices, they tell me i'm sane, they think they're cleansing my veins, as they hook me up in this place, leave my secrets alone, they aren't for you to know, i hear the knock at my door, as they make me vacate my bones