if only

i still remember my name, but forgotten my royal mistakes, if only, i could go back in time, when you were a friend of mine, if only, we were just a little less tired and true, you were being you, and i was being too human, but who was i fooling, ohh if only, if only i could trust you, rest your head and turn the light on, if only i could wish your kiss was not a falling star, if only i was yours, the shoulder that you'd wanna to cry on, if only you could pull me safely through these prison bars, ehh if only, i took your crown of thorns, laid down to be reborn, if only, i wasn't flesh and bone, i could rise up from being stoned, if only, you could see through someone like me, tryna be free, maybe just a little less lonely, ohh i was so lonely, if only, if only i could trust you, rest your head and turn the light on, if only i could wish your kiss was not a falling star, if only i was yours, the shoulder that you'd wanna to cry on, if only you could pull me safely through these prison bars, ehh if only, it's out with the old, i'll be new, and don't worry about the drink and drugs, i'm through, if only i believed that was true, we'd be living all the dreams in a house with a view, if only, if only you knew how the voices of demons could drown out the truth, now my one place of freedom is sleeping with you, if only, if only you knew, if only i could trust you, rest your head and turn the light on, if only i could wish your kiss was not a falling star, if only, if only i was your shoulder to cry on, if only you could pull me safely through these prison bars, ehh if only, if only, if only, if only