white lines

, and i've got a couple of flows, you love my speed and i'm giving you all of my heart, everything that i'm feeling inside don't i confide on the records, repugnant pundits that push agendas and pass judgment, my confidence consequently squandered, i'm being honest, these moments never lapse, i sit and watch them pass me, but still find time for the craft throughout the mist of madness, this mind numbing tactic has now been a major factor, what you see as monotonous becomes my daily practice, studied the rhyme but from front to back till i know it all, its every adjective, its every consonant, its every simile, verb, noun, its fortified, it's for the soul but it's all composed like a fragile mind, white lines, pretty baby, tattoos, don't know what they mean, they're special, just for you, white palms, baking powder on the stove, cookin' up a dream, turnin' diamonds into snow, and my family worked they whole lives, i've seen em struggle and survive, that's where i learned the meaning of sacrifice, to love someone so much that you put your dreams on the shelf, to provide a life for them that you never had for yourself, i recall all them nights at deep run, arguments over low funds, roaches inside the dresser, but never settle for less, all these rappers speak on progression as though they've actually seen it, this mindboggling selfishness, as though materialistic shit can fix all your problems in situations and instances, i've seen what money does to the soul, it muddies it, if there's no moral compass, but you've amassed an amount of wealth, then invest in a crucifix, an attempt at saving yourself, i can tell you it's fucking hopeless but that would be pessimistic, the poster child, for contain negativity, i will never be, no longer am i lost in my thoughts, i'm doing the best i can, i have to put myself in their shoes, how hypocritical, am i to judge what someone's been through?, or why the act they way they act and do the things that they do, it's all perspective, we subject ourselves to different vices and my advice is be decisive with decisions you make, don't be overly obsessed, find some balance and truth, everything in due time, it's not as bad as you think, the frame you're seeing things through, just multiply it by two, and you'll see a bigger picture than the one you currently view, white lines, pretty baby, tattoos, don't know what they mean, they're special, just for you, white palms, baking powder on the stove, cookin' up a dream, turnin' diamonds into snow, and i wanted to make it i guess, how do i live with the criticisms?, people will give an opinion they put it upon a pedestal, a penny for your thoughts but i never asked for change, my work ethics ridiculous and yours is not the same, i swear to god and i wrote it all with a pure intention, the truest testament with no excess or false aesthetics, you couldn't imagine or fathom the effort i'm exhuming, my heart and souls in the shit but yet they force me to prove it, who in the fuck would've done it the way that i've done it with all of the pressure, no label backing, no facetious claims of independence, no hidden investor, this shit is developed in my mind, i pray to god and ask for strength and patience through these times, it's to the point that i'm passed insane but it's intertwined, 4: 30 am, i'm up and my day has just begun, i'm living a life of focus, i'm giving you nothing but realness, but give it a couple a minutes, i swear you'll hear all my devotion, feel like i'm stagnant, i'm running in place, all of the time that i've invested have i spent it in vain?, givin you a better effort, shouldn't that work more?, got me thinking to myself what i do all of this for, how you complain about the hatred but you accepting of love, so i take the good with the bad and i ignore the assumptions, i ain't read comments in years 'cause they won't do nothing for me, i never take for granted the fact i'm alive, it's a blessing, white lines, pretty baby, tattoos, don't know what they mean, they're special, just for you, white palms, baking powder on the stove, cookin' up a dream, turnin' diamonds into snow