beautiful world

the doctor listened to my chest, he said i've passed all the tests, he said he thinks i'm just depressed, and i probably need some rest, and i don't got so many friends, i don't know where they went, it seems i lost them in the end, there's no one here to hear me vent, but i know it's a beautiful world, i just can't see it right now, there's amazing things waiting out there, i just can't find them right now, though i don't wanna live life like this, the hardest advice to take is your own, but i know it's a beautiful world, i just can't see it right now, i'm walking round about to snap, my best defense is to attack, i can't control how i react, i'll do things i can't take back, i'm sick and tired of this routine, i really need to change a scene, and i'm not crazy i don't think, but i can tell i'm on the brink, but i know it's a beautiful world, i just can't see it right now, there's amazing things waiting out there, i just can't find them right now, though i don't wanna live life like this, the hardest advice to take is your own, but i know it's a beautiful world, i just can't see it right now, but i know it's a beautiful world, i just can't see it right now, there's amazing things waiting out there, i just can't find them right now