go back

i can't say goodbye, i can't say goodnight, i can't say goodbye, i can't say goodnight, can't say goodbye, can't say goodnight, can't say goodnight, can't say goodnight, i wanna go back to when the screams were real, and beautiful terror is what i wanna feel, dripping over me like a long lost memory, i wanna go back to when the nights were red, mechanized agony and trouble in my head, it wasn't good, and i don't feel bad, those five nights were the best i've ever had, where did you go, all my friendly nightmares?, my skin is crawling and nobody cares, shadows are falling and i will catch them, in my dreams tonight, i can smell the oil and i can taste the past, i shiver and recoil at the demons i've amassed, they keep me company so i will never be alone, i'm trapped in my mind, but my mind is not my own, why does the pain remain inside?, i will never, never be sure, but if it disappeared i wouldn't know, who i was anymore, i wanna go back to when the screams were real, and beautiful terror is what i wanna feel, dripping over me like a long lost memory, i wanna go back to when the nights were red, mechanized agony and trouble in my head, it wasn't good, and i don't feel bad, those five nights were the best i've ever had, oh, now the night is over and i can feel the sun, it's been forever since i've had a little fun, my blood is pumping but i've never felt less alive, i wish that i could go back to night number five, it may be crazy but i've always been a little strange, and if you wanna join me, that can be arranged, so let's go back and let's relive the time we thought we'd die, and if we make it out we'll have ourselves a pizza pie, why does the pain remain inside?, i will never, never be sure, but if it disappeared i wouldn't know, who i was anymore, i wanna go back to when the screams were real, and beautiful terror is what i wanna feel, dripping over me like a long lost memory, i wanna go back to when the nights were red, mechanized agony and trouble in my head, it wasn't good, and i don't feel bad, those five nights were the best i've ever had