i'd rather lose

out here looking at my phone, but it's all that i do, what do i need that i can't, get from you?, seems like you're never off the clock, hands at 10 and 2, i'm driving through this world like, someone's after you, i'd rather lose, i'd rather lose, if the only way to win, is by breaking all the rules, i'd rather lose, i'd rather lose, if the only way to win, is by breaking all the rules, i'd rather lose, every picture that i take, every word that i say, ends up a footnote on my, resume, are you happy with you life?, am i happy with mine?, where is the innocence, we hid behind?, and who were those kids, who knew where to draw the line?, i'd rather lose, i'd rather lose, if the only way to win, is by breaking all the rules, i'd rather lose, i'd rather lose, if the only way to win, is by breaking all the rules, i'd rather lose, we only get one chance in this life, and i won't spend it playing with you, some people roll the dice and, some people doctor the truth, i'd rather lose, i'd rather lose, if the only way to win, is by breaking all the rules, i'd rather lose, i'd rather lose, if the only way to win, is by breaking all the rules, i'd rather lose, oh, i'd rather lose