demons

my initial value was found through birth, spit out the womb, spun around the earth, knew i had to crash, right?, i said that i knew that it was time to go, face to face with demons from my last life, we find it hard putting things past us, tend to start running so they couldn't catch us, some can't escape the pain, some endure, some attack us in our dreams, make us suffer more, sometimes you know, sometimes you don't, sometimes your thoughts provoke assumptions, assume that you're wrong, it happens a lot, sometimes it's easier pretending that you're, somebody you're not, someone needs to tell me when to stop sometimes, sometimes i know, sometimes i don't, sometimes i look at who i am in the mirror and forget, sometimes i return home to demons on my doorstep, just let me be, i want you to leave, sometimes i get so suffocated, i could barely breath, drowning in a sea of demons, swallowed up by problems, reaching for the surface, but i'm sinking to the bottom, and my only other option, is the fact i know that, sometimes it's easier pretending that you're somebody you're not, someone needs to tell me when to stop sometimes, sometimes i know, sometimes i don't