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some days i feel everything, others are numbing, can never find the in between, it's all or nothing, i never, never, never said that i wanted, i never, never, never, never said i wanted, never wanted to be here now, one foot in the grave, other on the ground, i can't process what i'm feeling now, this skin i can do without, half my bones in city streets, the other in my sheets, and i don't think they'll ever get the chance to meet, i never, never, never said that i wanted, i never, never, never said that i wanted, never wanted to be here now, one foot in the grave, other on the ground, i can't process what i'm feeling now, this skin i can do without, this skin i can do without, i never, never, never said that i wanted, i never, never, never said that i wanted, i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. never wanted to be here now, one foot in the grave, other on the ground, i can't process what i'm feeling now, this skin i can do without, i never wanted a body, i never, never, never said. i never wanted a body, i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said. i never, never, never said.