pretty sad

i know when i write this you won't like it, yeah i'm sad, wishing you would smile when your heart's under attack, yeah i'm breathing really heavy, baby please don't turn your back, i be talking out our problems when you miss your mom and dad, you miss them bad too, tell me when i ask you, love your authenticity, you're pretty but you're sad too, you know i always love you even if i don't have too, baby, you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood, baby girl, i trust you more than i can put in words, i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts, you be crying every night it's not depression it's a curse, you're the girl that i've been fighting for but you think you're the worst, it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear, nothing in the world could ever compare, when i fell for you i dove, finally i'm happy, honestly i lost hope, do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face, does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake, do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep, do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be, i can't take it all the pressure on my back, wishin' i was different we both blame it on my past, i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep, wishin' i was everything you wanted me to be, no, i can't take this i've been breaking, you stay on my mind, half the time i write about you i don't wanna try, it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear, nothing in the world could ever compare, when i fell for you i dove, finally i'm happy, honestly i lost hope, i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out, feeling like i'm light it's like i never put the pen down, murder every line every time i'm a threat bro, killing ever track like i got a fucking death note