dead end

oh what's wrong with me, said oh what's wrong with me, i know what i don't wanna be, a dead end on the family tree, and i just lost my virginity, to a girl who won't remember me at all, took her out on a shopping spree, happiness never happened for free, could it be that i imagined things, i'm just sad instead of heartbroken, she came home but she's leaving again, she's coming back but she won't say when, and i don't sing songs anymore, i don't feel young anymore, and it's hard to conceal, that these tears that i cry are for real, any more, my pop said i should be like him, my mom says i can live with them, i had to ask my little brother to lend, me change for the bus 'til i see him again, i'm getting drunk every day of the week, my ship sunk but it had no leak, a fortune teller on bishop street, she read my hand and the future is bleak, i'm tired of sitting upon the fence, i've got no self confidence, why don't i have a circle of friends, i'm so square they don't even pretend, don't give in, you can never let them win, but i get cold, i get cold, every night, night, night, without a prayer in my heart, heart, heart, oh what's wrong with me, said oh lord what's wrong with me, i know what i don't wanna be, a dead end on the family tree, and the train for my salvation, is departing from the station, she don't feel like conversation, so i'm talking to myself, i got nobody else, i got my bottle of booze and my stale cigarettes, down from the shelf,