perfect

we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, and now i'm in the last place i deserve, far enough to be alone close enough to get hurt, we could've been perfect, we could've been perfect, if it wasn't for your two friends, one in the blue dress, one in the blue can, knew you hung around the wrong people, knew you did the wrong things, but i ain't give a damn, nah i ain't give a damn, blinded by the smile, and i had to give it a chance, i should've ignored you, but i was sticking by myself, when you hit me on my cell, i was tripping and i fell, towards you, and fell for you, been on this mission going through hell for you, in this position i witnessing the differences within our characteristics but your physical description got me like well, oh you don't have to be perfect, lie by myself i was lying to myself, like you worth it, pretty ass, pretty ass smirk, and a pretty ass face on an ugly ass person, now it outweighs all, i see it always, like catching the game's ball, but losing the ball game, i knew it wouldn't work, but i still wanted your touch, and when i lost it, it just hurt so much, cause i know, we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, and now i'm in the last place i deserve, far enough to be alone close enough to get hurt, we could've been perfect, i remember the first date, we saw a movie in town, i was so damn nervous, how stupid that sound, i usually suck with the conversation, and staying verbal, but afterward we talk as long as the movie plus all the commercials, it was all just really new, you were so beautiful, i was so into you, soon after we took a break, i was doing an interview, when you texted me, "i been missing you", oh i was frozen, the radio heard me choking, do you know how invincible i felt till that very moment?, i never had a girl i was into be into me, it was a whole new world i was as happy as a kid could be, we both had dreams they told us not in our reach, but i watched you in theatre you stole every single scene, i knew you acted, just didn't knew you were acting, when with me, a shame you started acting differently, we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, and now i'm in the last place i deserve, far enough to be alone close enough to get hurt, we could've been perfect, we could've been perfect, but you finally showed me who you really were as a person, at first it was real different, but i tried to stick it out and deal with it, like remember when you had me stop talking to my closest friend who was a female cause you said you felt threatened by her, remember when i buy you you favourite colour of reefer for a holiday that you don't even celebrate and got nothing in return, remember when you drink and i wouldn't make a move only cause i didn't wanna do something you could regret, and remember after we split you made lies about what i did when you'd been drinking but to my face you denied what you said, for the record i still think about you, how could i forget this, i heard you cried when you heard the last song, that wasn't my intention, i just wrote what i was feeling in that moment, the harsh reality of dating a poet, hold up, i just want you to know that i don't hate you, and i'll admit, when i see you in the hallways i wish we'd talk again, and i don't want you to cry, but you should feel regretful, just know we had potential, we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, we could've been perfect, you ruined everything, and now i'm in the last place i deserve, far enough to be alone close enough to get hurt, we could've been perfect, you ain't gotta cry no more, and you ain't gotta cry no more, and you ain't gotta cry no more, and you ain't gotta cry no more, and you ain't gotta cry no more, and you ain't gotta cry no more, and you ain't gotta cry no more