i'm so ashamed

i'm so ashamed of my eyes 'cause they still cry for you, after they both watched my hand wave goodbye to you, i've told them time and time again that this will never do, i've told them how you always laughed at teardrops, i'm so ashamed of my arms for missing you, last night i woke up just in time to see them reach for you, and now my heart confesses it's still wants you too, i'm so ashamed of them all for loving you