over again

why do i feel like killing myself with this love?, why do i drown my sorrow inside of the clubs?, why must i do these things to hurt just to feel alive?, maybe my icons are desperate, may be why, i'm not afraid to tell god i'm a troubled soul, trouble is how i ride all this shit, so i guess he knows, i made a living off of gravediggin', i'm a stone setter with no diamonds just one in the rough, so put two in my cup, i'm downtrodden, ridin', i can't see you again, too many drinks again, too many drinks again, i can't see you again, too many drinks, scarred from what the knife brung, beauty cuts deep, especially tonight, yeah, especially, i walked the broken line 'til i reach a deep trench, swim across the risky river, no defense, dark days, baby boy, no lights on, i braved the alleyways, cold grip, python, braced myself for impact with the beer back, a crooked reflection, even though the mirror's flat, molotov cocktail to my ether, hot flash, nightmare, sweat stains in the sheets, yeah, it's a dream state, hell's fire is a deep lake and the devil is a cheap date, he's a cheap date, cheap date, cheap date, i can't see you again, too many drinks again, too many drinks again, i can't see you again, too many drinks, (dj klever, bitch, uh, let's go)