kill (can't fade me demo)

i am a cool and mellow man, always got a plan, coping out problems, every time i can, like to be known as a great communicator, if you got beef don't save it for later, pleasure to meet you, i'm mister logic, what's in my mind, let's not dodge it, keeping it cruel cause i am able, able to be stable, i am a manicured swinger, known to talk shit, i really can't remember, but somebody got hit, even as i do it, i know i do it wrong, i bet i could control it, but the urge is so strong, i battle evil weekly, monthly, yearly, but every step i take, the devil stays near me, there's a voice in my head that takes control, what i said about being stable, it's all bull, i am a nervous wreck, i can't sit still, always on the verge of mentally ill, nine times out of ten, can't sleep past sunrise, trying all night, close my eyes, i got news for you, it ain't nothing nice, we all got demons, we all got a vice, the struggle never ends, to keep it in check, but i'll never stop trying, to make the trek, what up