dirty rooms

, ou ay ou ay, i said come over, she said are your roommates there, i said come over, do you think my roommates care, she said what if, dot, dot, dot, i said what if, dot, dot, dot, if they hear us drumming on the headboard they gone think that i'm a, shhh, i got dirty clothes in the corner, not sure if i've worn em, hella dranken water bottles, some barely just opened, street signs on the wall, vandalized and stolen, if i righted all my wrongs, i would die a damn good poet, this life ain't goin' nowhere, we are victims and we know it, both feeling the shame, just too afraid to show it, there's angels on our shoulders, we choose to ignore them, both our rooms are dirty but for now it's where the home is, i'd say let's clean the mess we made, but chaos is the only thing that makes me sane, she said what if, dot, dot, dot, i said what if, dot, dot, dot, if we both commit to nothing then we will never fall in love, she said come over, i said are your roommates there, she said come over, i wouldn't ask you if my roommates were anywhere near. i said what if, dot, dot, dot, she said what if, dot, dot, dot, are we making a mistake, or am i thinking way too much, the walls are hand painted, they have your letters on it, monogrammed pillows with the zig zags across it, smells like spray tan, make up, and burnt hair, your closet can barely breathe but there's nothing to wear, doing what i can, to stay inside the moment, reality stands still, my mind moves into motion, the truth gets louder with every word unspoken, both our rooms are dirty but for now it's where the home is, i'd say let's clean the mess we made, but chaos is the only thing that makes me sane, she said what if, dot, dot, dot, i said what if, dot, dot, dot, if we both commit to nothing then we will never fall in love, there's no way we'll fall in love, no, not in a place like this, both our rooms are dirty love, but for now that's the way it is, there's no way we'll fall in love, no, not in a place like this, both our rooms are dirty love, but for now that's the way it is