feel something

if i could choose anything, i would be good in bed one day, i would fall into love and stay, i'd fall into love, and it's not fair, i keep on writing a sequel to stories, i know that are not there, i don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, something really real so that i can really, feel like a person again, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, something really real so that i can really, feel like a person again, if i am telling the truth, watching my friends break their hearts into two, makes me jealous, i know that it's cruel, but what can you do?, and it's not fair, i keep on writing a sequel to stories, i know that are not there, i don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, something really real so that i can really, feel like a person again, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, something really real so that i can really, feel like a person again, can you tell me a secret?, can you tell me what's wrong with me?, i know i should be angry, but i can barely feel a fucking thing, can you tell me a secret?, can you tell me what's wrong with me?, can you tell me what's wrong with me?, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, something really real so that i can really, feel like a person again, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, i just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel, something really real so that i can really, feel like a person again, can you tell me a secret?, can you tell me what's wrong with me?, i know i should be angry, but i can barely feel a fucking thing, can you tell me a secret?, can you tell me what's wrong with me?, can you tell me what's wrong with me?