disease

if i fall again, will it be the end?, i know it's wrong, you think i'm strong but i just pretend, is it taking over?, will it bury me?, or will clarity become the cure for my disease?, stuck at the surface, not making progress, falling apart, well i'm trying my hardest, looking for answers, finding a woe, is their noose getting tighter?, i'm losing control, will the end make me whole again?, it's like holding on, when my grip is lost, i still feed my insecurity, when i know the cost, is it taking over?, will it bury me?, or will clarity become the cure for my disease?, i'm getting older, still lost as ever, thinking a smile while i bury the pressure, why does this happen?, i should be fine, but i can't shake the feeling i'm living a lie, will the end make me whole again?, it's like holding on, when my grip is lost, i still feed my insecurity, when i know the cost, is it taking over?, will it bury me?, or will clarity become the cure for my disease?, if i fall again, will it be the end?, i know it's wrong, you think i'm strong but i just pretend, is it taking over?, will it bury me?, or will clarity become the cure for my disease?, it's like holding on, when my grip is lost, i still feed my insecurity, when i know the cost, is it taking over?, will it bury me?, or will clarity become the cure for my disease?,