this kinda lonely

sittin' alone and i hear rain fallin' on my windowsill, just wanna do what's right but i don't know if i ever will, there's so many reasons, too many excuses, and all these prescriptions, got too many uses, and i'm so lonely, it's kind of scary, and this kind of lonely is making me weary, i'm so lonesome i could die, sittin' alone and i am waitin' for the sun to shine, sometimes i kneel and pray hoping someday you'll be mine, she's so many miles away, so many things to say, and all of the games we'd play don't matter anyway, cause i'm so lonely, the sex is empty, but this kind of lonely makes it easy to tempt me, i'm so lonesome i could die, i'm so lonesome i could die, sittin' alone and i am waitin' for somebody to call, think if i up and died wouldn't nobody notice at all, cause i'm so insecure and i feel so unsure, can't take it anymore, no, it's never been like this before, and i'm so lonely, feel like cryin', and this kinda lonely is worse than dyin', i'm so lonesome i could die, i'm so lonesome i could die, i'm so lonesome i could die