don't tell

yeah. i will just let the uhm. let the beat talk to you for a second, just take it all in, uh, look, look, get on instagram, see my old chick a stripper now, she different now and everybody say she get around, but it's cool, i ain't judging you, gotta pay them bills, respect yo hustle, boo it's nothing new, one of few, two of many, shoulda known from all the naked pictures you were sendin', feelin' empty, was it my fault?, maybe i made you too comfortable, those are my thoughts, my mind lost, yo guy how much does time cost, can i get another 10 fore i die off?, cause tomorrow ain't promised, went to record when i could've went to college, now we the big 3 and none of us is chris bosh'in, quit joshin', honest i'm just rhyming on the beat, and you think that i'm a visionary, little do you know, the mean life getting scary, losin' faith, half my heart is in the cemetery, question why we here, tryin' to handle stress, will it ever disappear?, failure to my children is the only thing i fear, return to cloud 9 when i hear my fans cheer, in a thing, 2 years ago i had to wash up in a sink, no hot water, it was cold enough to drink, two pair of pants, take em off when they stink, when they stink, lived in a studio for 6 months, me and my girl on the couch and she ain't tripped once, couldn't count how many times we had to skip lunch, always searchin' for some change i could dig up, livin off 1 mill a day, those are memories that i wanna seal away, i'm never going back to that, i promise you, i don't care what i gotta do, don't doubt the heart of a man, doin' what i can just to market a plan, 20h days then start up again, work myself to death, goin' hard as i can, i can, don't judge a man by his status or judge all his decisions, haters always lurkin', be observin' from a distance, i servin' out permission to further doubt my vision, so be of credit, why?, cause it motivate me, my son' mom pray he grow to hate me, i'm going crazy, you don't wanna save me, a different day, a different hotel, let's get away and get a hotel, pay for yo hair and yo nails, oh well just blow a kiss and don't tell, oh well just blow a kiss and don't tell, don't tell, shh, don't forget it, it ain't where you been, it's about where you headed, where you headed, where you headed, and you gotta keep it separate, won't get to you less you let it, unless you let it, unless you let it