monochromatic

every morning it's the same thing, sidewalks of people with who cares stares, my heart's too big for this city, my heart's too big for my own body, my heart's too big for you to understand me, when i close my eyes, i dream in color, but my life's in black and white, will it ever get better, i'm not monochromatic, nobody's monochromatic, everybody's hurting, there's nothing more human than that, see the pieces of heart's missing, but watch how the light fills the cracks, my heart's too big for the city, my heart's too big for my own body, my heart's too big for you to understand me, please understand me, when i close my eyes, i dream in color, my life's in black and white, but it'll get better, i'm not monochromatic, nobody's monochromatic, nobody's monochromatic, i'm not monochromatic