is it worth it?

i been so worried about tomorrow, i forgot to think about today, and it seems i'm always going to all this trouble, just so i can tell myself it's ok, cause i ain't worried, i been broke, i ain't perfect, but no one else is, so i stay searching, for the reason i been putting all this work in, and is it working, is it worth it, sure i made a couple dollars last week, yeah, i got a couple hollers in the streets, sweet, but for me this whole thing's a little shaky, cause a lot of people love me but some others fucking hate me, sh*t is crazy, feeling wavy, kissing babies, fucking ladies, stations play me, but will any of these labels ever take me, so is it really worth it, cause i'd be lying if i told you everything was perfect, i'm not the best, probably not close, but i know a lot of kids that relate to my flows, so eff you to whoever say i don't deserve it, i put the work in, so is it worth it, cause i ain't worried, i been broke, i ain't perfect, but no one else is, so i stay searching, for the reason i been putting all this work in, and is it working, is it worth it, and everything happens for a reason is the message, the good times a blessing, the bad ones a lesson, but choose to live for free at the cost of a bad impression, cause sleeping till noon and drinking booze is adolescents, right?, so this life seems to be a piece of cake, but it's tough to be sure when you living on a leap of faith, wait, just wait, this'll only take a minute, before you jump to hate, take a moment and just listen, i said no to harvard to follow a dream, went to duke first year and was the star of the team, big man on the quad before this scar on my arm, went from bench to the stage look how far that it's gone, and sometimes i kinda miss my old life, but being on stage just feels so right, yearbook closed i'm on to the next chapter, don't know what's gonna happen, but i'll worry 'bout it after, i been so worried about tomorrow, i forgot to think about today, and it seems i'm always going to all this trouble, just so i can tell myself it's ok, cause i ain't worried, i been broke, i ain't perfect, but no one else is, so i stay searching, for the reason i been putting all this work in, and is it working, is it worth it