live to tell the tale

this is the room where we always dreamed of grass and splendid evenings, emitting frequencies, lost between the leaves and things, and i held on brightly, crushing quietly, feeling mountains rising out of make-believe seas, creating typhoons, of feelings not easily made without need, god bless that smile on your face, god bless the seeds in the ground, god bless my family's keen gaze, oh, i know, that whatever happens to you, whatever happens to me, i hope that i'll fall asleep, knowing that you'll always be, the story with no ending, the whole slew blossomed beautifully, and i was beside myself, so i gave into your love, as you rapturously commanded, and this is like i have always dreamed: cobblestone and dusty feet, that's the way it should always be, head over heels and deftly, wonderful and healthy, god bless that smile on your face, god bless the seeds in the ground, god bless my family's keen gaze, oh, i know, that whatever happens to you, whatever happens to me, i hope that i'll fall asleep, knowing that you'll always be, the story with no ending, i never thought you were here, you've never left me, have you?, you've never left me at all, not once, and, i'm sorry i'm such a bore, i'm sorry i am so hard, i swear to god, i'll be good, from now on, and, god bless that smile on your face, god bless the seeds in the ground, god bless my family's keen gaze, oh, i know, that whatever happens to you, whatever happens to me, i hope that i'll fall asleep, knowing that you'll always be, the story with no ending