heaven knows

heaven knows i wonder why bad things happen, to really good people, like airplanes crashing, it's hard to imagine there's a reason for that, and heaven knows our stumble, it don't make any sense, why cancer took my daddy even though he never smoke the cigarette, where is the justice in that?, now i've decided that i can't find it, heaven knows, it's way beyond my control, and so i'm trying to let go, and understand, that i didn't make this plan, this crazy love has shown me that even when i don't, heaven knows, heaven knows my sins, all my regrets, and i bet god is laughing cause i keep planning big things for myself, when it's out of my hands, yeah i've decided i cannot like it