buried beneath

my eyes have adjusted to dark and so has my heart, the weight of the world has covered me, i'm in over my head, am i living or dead, can anyone hear me calling out, i'm calling out, i'm finally breaking so where are you now, it's been such a long time, but i've tried to live without, i'm suffocating i need you to breathe, so reach down and pull me up, pull me out before i am buried beneath, i built this house on the shore, all i wanted was more, but i felt the sand start shifting, saw the cracks in the walls, i painted over them all, i tried my best to just ignore, i can't ignore, i'm finally breaking so where are you now, it's been such a long time, but i've tried to live without, i'm suffocating i need you to breathe, so reach down and pull me up, pull me out before i am buried beneath, thought i was climbing out, but it's dragging me down, what's hidden here with me, thought i was alone, but it pulls me deeper now, i can't escape, i'm finally breaking so where are you now, it's been such a long time, but i've tried to live without, i'm suffocating i need you to breathe, so reach down and pull me up, pull me out before i am buried beneath