taken aback

it's been two whole years, since you and i shared fears, 2:30 am, talking to sleep inside that diner, and now in your eyes, i can't find you, sorry that i'm taken aback, but, how i am, you never ask, and i don't need such sympathy, but a care would be so whoa whoa, nice to have once in a while, you mean more to me than i could ever tell, so, sorry that i'm taken aback, but i just can't help it, small town, we just ride, holding onto what we had inside, but now it's never there, so should i admit, do i believe i too am the culprit?, cause now in your eyes i can't find you, sorry that i'm taken aback, but, how i am, you never ask, and i don't need such sympathy, but a care would be so whoa whoa, nice to have once in a while, you mean more to me than i could ever tell, so, sorry that i'm taken aback, but i just can't help it, someday this will go away, and everything i am will just leave and fade, and i hope that you will understand, it's not everything i am, my dear only friend, so, sorry that i'm taken aback, but, how i am, you never ask, and i don't need such sympathy, but a care would be so whoa whoa, nice to have once in a while, you mean more to me than i could ever tell, so, sorry that i'm taken aback, but i just can't help it, oh woah oh, oh woah oh, woah, oh woah oh, oh woah oh, woah