consumed (obesessive compulsive)

punctured lungs, i'm out of breath, this time i'm suffocating, i've had enough now, too numb there's no resisting, becoming one, with all your failure, no coming back now, this bridge has been burned, try to cut the cord, tear away or i will never be the same, trust breaks like bone, violence shows, reject and throw it all away, consume the fight in me, suspend reality, if it stops the room from spinning, repressed identity, escape reality, you killed the cause, this keeps repeating, live through the loss now, redeem your enemies, recycled thoughts, feed your delusion, your lie outgrows you, become it's own truth, still it seems so wrong, the way you think, and i will never understand, faith broke like bone, weakness shown, you lost throw it all away, puncture my lungs, i've never felt your emptiness, it makes me sick now, obsessive with your reasons, compulsive with your failure, try to cut the cord, tear away or i will never be the same, how could you live with yourself