winter in my heart

i need a summer but the summer's come and gone, i need a summer but it's winter in my heart, it's all the same fucked up game you play with me, i need to hold you but you're never coming back, i can't get, any lower, i can't find all the pieces of my broken life, i need a summer but the summer's come and gone, i need a summer like a winter in my heart, i can't get, any lower, i can't find all the pieces of my broken life, but i try, i still try, i still try