i loved you

i thought you was the one hon yeah, when i met you at the freaknin', whoever thought you'd be the type to greet and keep secrets, my friends said don't sleep but i did so now i'm reapin', desease that i sold i can't beleive you so deceivin', sneakin' out on the weekends with michelle, one of your freak friends from the east end she bad as hell, half black and indonesian the one that tought you treason, cupid shoot me on my heart but damn why'd you leave it bleedin', i gave you no reason to lie, but you choose to live untrue, knowing how i feel inside, there's no telling what i might do, cause i gave you, all my mind, all my soul, from the very start, i gave you full control and you broke my heart, i tried to show you a better way of life, but i see that must be what you like, i loved you more than anything, i tried to build the future turn a house into a home, i wanted us to be one flesh and one bone, it's so hard to keep my sanity, now i can do is sit back and reminisce, look at the pictures in the frames yo, why you playin' games yo, as i think back to the begining we was together, we both loved sports long walks and autumn weather, both wanted kids and a family a strong personality, i liked the way you handled me, candles be lit mood set food set you ready yet, that's what you said while you was massagin' my?, now look here i could never leave you lonely, cause the love you showed me had me feeling like you already had known me, 'member when you used to blindfold me till i don't see, use your mind that's what you told me, kissin' me slowly, never was the loud type always on the low key, pretty style but rugged, damn i brother i loved the, the birds of a feather 'sposed to fly together, guess that don't apply to birds of your kind, cuase you only wanted what you wanted like a poacher, came to steal my heart and leave me to die,