crossroads

i couldn't talk for the longest time, about the deepest fear of mine, i'm haunted by this hurting spell, to see what i can never tell - it really hurts, who am i - what can i say, i rather turn my eyes away, i hear my conscience speak out loud, you cannot change - you're way too proud, don't let me down - i'm standing at the crossroads, don't let me down - i'm standing at the crossroads, you gotta know, i can read your mind, and see that you're the kind, who's hiding pain, hiding his life, behind a wall, a wall of pride