sleep apnea

pardon me, i didn't realize, what's in your eyes, my arms are open wide, but i can't ever decide what i wanna do, i'm staring at the sky, but i can't tell which way my thoughts are travelling, i'm trying to listen to your words, but i can't feel my head and it's unravelling, sometimes i no longer know, what it means to care about the things you wanna do, everybody's living or they're dead, and i'm still in my bed, i don't have a clue, i won't lie and tell you it's alright, i won't lie and tell you it's alright